Dinner Night FKEE 2015

To be honest my will to join this grand dinner come and go because my mood is not there, plus I just went though a tough moment on the same week. Tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, that event is going to be my final chance to be with my friends, where I might never see some of them again after this. Jadi aku pergi jugak sebab sayang duit RM60 aku tak nak lepaskan peluang ni. This dinner took place in Ancasa Royale, Pekan.

Cute souvenir I admit. 

The food was great! Tapi yang menjadi penghalang antara kami dan meja buffet adalah meja kami tercampak kat second row dari depan. So we had a long journey to get the food. 

Cheese~~~~kek

Oh lupa nak cakap, theme malam tu adalah OSCAR

Sebenarnya kat belakang kita orang tu ada props huruf O, S, C, A, R so plannya nak sorang satu pegang huruf-huruf tu tapi memandangkan dah terlebih jemaah dan takut akan ada scene perebutan props, so yeah let's just smile. I was standing at the end right yeah I looked fluffy I know but at least aku berdiri paling dekat dengan spotlight so terserlah sikit cahaya keimanan kbai.

Hi

Actually I don't really know what is the suitable attire for oscar theme and I don't really care to be honest, so I just chose to wear something comfortable.

Surayaku~~

Yang pakai cermin mata tu nama dia Suraya, and I called her surayaku because well...actually I don't know why and where the idea comes from bhahaha. Kita orang banyak terhutang budi dengan dia sebab selain daripada jadi kawan, surayaku adalah our personal and private driver. Love you, surayaku.

Ladies meja 12

I always don't know what to do with my hands bila bergambar so kalau tak letak tangan kat belakang, aku akan buat gaya nak bernasyid atau tegak macam tiang bendera.

Gaya tiang bendera, I told yah.

Ira yang paling kanan, Nabila yang sebelah dia.

Ira dan Nabila ni aku labelkan dorang macam satu jenama: 'IraNabila' bhahaha sebab dorang ni macam aku dengan seha jugak, together forever. These two girls let me tell you, they are a rare human beings for me personally. Baik, suka tolong kawan, you name it. I'm going to remember you guys *lap hingus*. Btw nabila tu ada kembar tak ada kena mengena, yes I know. 

Nasib baik hotel ni dekat dengan ump so tengah malam baru balik and sempat jugaklah singgah drive thru mekdi. Hoi jangan salahkan kita orang salahkan meja buffet yang jauh tu okey.

Bye.

A Day in Bukit Gambang Safari Park

Assalamualaikum. After almost 4 years living in Pahang, finally I got a chance to go to Bukit Gambang Safari Park. Menziarahi zoo adalah salah satu benda yang paling aku suka, it is like my hobby but actually I rarely got a chance to do that so once I did I was really excited like I couldn't sleep the night before. So welcome to Bukit Gambar Safari Park!

'Eye to eye with the wild' <--yeah the slogan is quite cool and scary at the same time.

Entrance untuk safari park dengan water park sama, so it's like sambil menyelam minum air (KBAI)

We arrived around 11 am after we filled out tummy with superrb nasi lemak at one store in Kampung Ubai. Binatang pertama yang kita orang jumpa adalah stock-stock binatang yang cute-cute and quite familiar macam domestic rabbits, chickens and goats.

Still excited walaupun kat ump boleh jumpa kambing hari-hari.

Bellaseha

Bangunan yang seakan-akan terbiar lagi usang yang menjadi background gambar si bellaseha ni adalah bangunan yang menempatkan pelbagai jenis burung. And you can buy some food and feed those hungry birds but we came empty hand at that time because we were afraid. We all were, bhahahaha. 

Senyum nebes sebab takut kena patuk dengan burung.

We spend lots of time kat bangunan usang burung ni sebab gila selfie nahh we love birds. 

We do love birds.

Really, we really love birds.

I did mentioned that we love birds, right?

Okay, fine. Now comes the exciting part. Kat bukit gambang safari park ni ada satu tempat yang mereka tempatkan binatang-binatang liar and we can see them real close. 'Eye to eye with the wild', remember? What I mean with 'real close' is we see them from inside the tram (Kau gila nak face to face binatang liar yang bebas berlegar-legar?)

Cute printed tram

Of all binatang liar macam harimau, hyena, singa yang kebanyakannya tidur terbongkang masa kita orang sampai, this animal gave us the super best fan service. 

Where's my food, human?

Thanks, ostrich. On our way to go back, Lea sempat tunggang binatang padang pasir yang lintas kat belakang kita orang ni. He's old and cute.

Ya habibi ya maulana~~

We all ended up tired from walking and laughing and all. Let me tell yah this place is huuuge. So my advice is prepare your physical and mental well before going. And  one more thing! Don't forget to bring your own mineral water and some snacks because the food there is quite pricey. Please come and visit it's worth it! 

Don't be sad, Allah knows.

Don't be sad.

Allah knows.

"This place is designed to break your heart."

Another May Tragedy

Assalamualaikum. It's been a while isn't? My last entry was about how happy we were just after the final year project part I presentation. Yeah, I remember those happy time. 

I don't know since when but May is officially the toughest month of the year for me. It is supposed to be the exciting month, yeah maybe that's why it turns out to be the toughest. 

I never thought engineering course can be this cruel, so I just took it. Alhamdulillah I made it until senior year. Then the true game begins. No matter how messed up I was when finishing my final year project, the idea of I couldn't present my work to the panels never crossed my mind. Yeah, I couldn't make it to the final round. 

So it means that there's another one long~~~ semester is waiting for me. To be honest, I don't really care about becoming the 'budak extend' (trust me), even though I know how frustrating that title sounds to those who couldn't grad on time.

I don't feel sorry for myself. I feel sorry for my parents. I've let them down. 

2015, May 11. The day my heart broke into pieces.

But I will find a way. I will survive. 

It's not my rezeki, Allah says so.

It's not a punishment, it's a blessing.

Later on there will be something sweet out of this bitter experience.

Yes, I believe that.

And I believe Allah never wrong.