Monday, August 1, 2016

Lepas Grad Apa Cerita?

Assalamualaikum.
It's been a while, so hi. Last time aku update pasal tahun terakhir oppsss tahun ke-2 terakhir degree aku. Yeah, aku kena extend satu lagi semester and finally I finished my study earlier this January, Alhamdulillah. Aku tak nak cerita apa yang berlaku sebab aku masih trauma dah pon teruskan kehidupan dan redhakan hati untuk terima qada' dan qadar ini. :)

Seminggu lepas aku balik Puchong, aku terus amik lesen kereta and at the same time aku cari kerja part time. Tapi memandangkan sekarang sangat susah nak cari kerja, aku kerja dengan mak aku, as a cleaner kat sekolah. Ramai yang mempertikaikan apa yang aku buat. They were like;

"Ada degree, kenapa kerja cleaner?"

Memang dorang tak cakap straight to my face, but most people are very easy to read. Aku seriously tak kisah pon kerja cleaner, tapi entah kenapa orang lain pulak yang kisah. Realiti kehidupan agaknya. 

Lebih kurang dekat 4 bulan jugaklah aku kerja cleaner, then sebelum Ramadhan aku decided untuk berhenti sebab nak berehat. I tried to focused more on beribadah and all that and Alhamdulillah, I can say that Ramadhan this year was better than the last year. Lepas aku dapat lesen dalam bulan Ramadhan (Alhamdulillah, selepas fail jalan raya so aku kena retest dan bayar rm250, like OH MY GOD!), baru aku gigih cari kerja yang serius, apply kerja berduyun-duyun sebab aku memang target nak start kerja lepas raya. 

Seminggu lepas raya, aku dapat job interview. Satu hari tu aku dapat text, mintak suruh datang interview hari esoknya, dia maklumkan pasal ni sehari sebelum so bayangkan betapa gelabahnya aku. Dah prepare-prepare semua, esoknya aku gerak pergi interview tu kat Shah Alam. Sampai je kat bangunan office tu, aku cuba cari office tu tapi tak jumpalah pulak. So aku try nak call nombor orang yang panggil aku interview ni, then I realized something. 

I LEFT MY PHONE AT HOME. 

Waktu tu pulak, mak aku yang dah pergi kerja tu called ayah aku, kata handbag mak aku tertinggal dalam rumah, dan dalam beg tu ada kunci stor sekolah. So ayah aku yang plannya terus nak masuk kerja lepas hantar aku pergi interview terus tak jadi masuk kerja sebab kena balik hantar kunci rumah kat mak aku. IT WAS A TOTAL CHAOS i tell you. Waktu tu aku dah give up, so aku ajak ayah aku balik je. Sampai rumah, ngam-ngam pukul 9.30 (waktu yang sepatutnya aku datang interview), aku dapat call dari company yang nak interview aku tu.

Serba-salah jugak aku nak bagitahu apa yang jadi, sebab takut company tu ingat aku ni jenis yang suka main-main, tapi Alhamdulillah pemerimaannya baik dan orang tu mintak aku datang jugak interview tu walaupun lambat. So, dengan tidak dirancangnya, mak aku pulak yang bawak aku pergi tempat yang sama. This time aku bawak phone aku, so aku boleh tanya direction untuk pergi ke office tu. Interview punya interview punya interview, Alhamdulillah En A (bukan nama sebenar), merangkap managing director terima aku bekerja, as admin assistant. That was my first interview and Alhamdulillah I got the job.

Yes, I studied engineering, but now I'm working in administrative field. Did I told you that since I realized engineering is tough, I just decided to be a clerk? So here I am.

But of course, people still questioning my decision. You should be an engineer, you should do that, you should do this, awak ada degree kot takkanlah nak kerja gaji rm1500 je, bla bla bla. 

But of course, I don't give a shit about that. I love my work, I love my nice bosses, I love my peace, I love my life.

Bye.


Friday, May 22, 2015

Dinner Night FKEE 2015

To be honest my will to join this grand dinner come and go because my mood is not there, plus I just went though a tough moment on the same week. Tapi bila fikir-fikir balik, that event is going to be my final chance to be with my friends, where I might never see some of them again after this. Jadi aku pergi jugak sebab sayang duit RM60 aku tak nak lepaskan peluang ni. This dinner took place in Ancasa Royale, Pekan.

Cute souvenir I admit. 

The food was great! Tapi yang menjadi penghalang antara kami dan meja buffet adalah meja kami tercampak kat second row dari depan. So we had a long journey to get the food. 


Cheese~~~~kek

Oh lupa nak cakap, theme malam tu adalah OSCAR


Sebenarnya kat belakang kita orang tu ada props huruf O, S, C, A, R so plannya nak sorang satu pegang huruf-huruf tu tapi memandangkan dah terlebih jemaah dan takut akan ada scene perebutan props, so yeah let's just smile. I was standing at the end right yeah I looked fluffy I know but at least aku berdiri paling dekat dengan spotlight so terserlah sikit cahaya keimanan kbai.



Hi


Actually I don't really know what is the suitable attire for oscar theme and I don't really care to be honest, so I just chose to wear something comfortable.


Surayaku~~


Yang pakai cermin mata tu nama dia Suraya, and I called her surayaku because well...actually I don't know why and where the idea comes from bhahaha. Kita orang banyak terhutang budi dengan dia sebab selain daripada jadi kawan, surayaku adalah our personal and private driver. Love you, surayaku.



Ladies meja 12

I always don't know what to do with my hands bila bergambar so kalau tak letak tangan kat belakang, aku akan buat gaya nak bernasyid atau tegak macam tiang bendera.



Gaya tiang bendera, I told yah.


Ira yang paling kanan, Nabila yang sebelah dia.

Ira dan Nabila ni aku labelkan dorang macam satu jenama: 'IraNabila' bhahaha sebab dorang ni macam aku dengan seha jugak, together forever. These two girls let me tell you, they are a rare human beings for me personally. Baik, suka tolong kawan, you name it. I'm going to remember you guys *lap hingus*. Btw nabila tu ada kembar tak ada kena mengena, yes I know. 

Nasib baik hotel ni dekat dengan ump so tengah malam baru balik and sempat jugaklah singgah drive thru mekdi. Hoi jangan salahkan kita orang salahkan meja buffet yang jauh tu okey.

Bye.


A Day in Bukit Gambang Safari Park

Assalamualaikum. After almost 4 years living in Pahang, finally I got a chance to go to Bukit Gambang Safari Park. Menziarahi zoo adalah salah satu benda yang paling aku suka, it is like my hobby but actually I rarely got a chance to do that so once I did I was really excited like I couldn't sleep the night before. So welcome to Bukit Gambar Safari Park!


'Eye to eye with the wild' <--yeah the slogan is quite cool and scary at the same time.

Entrance untuk safari park dengan water park sama, so it's like sambil menyelam minum air (KBAI)

We arrived around 11 am after we filled out tummy with superrb nasi lemak at one store in Kampung Ubai. Binatang pertama yang kita orang jumpa adalah stock-stock binatang yang cute-cute and quite familiar macam domestic rabbits, chickens and goats.


Still excited walaupun kat ump boleh jumpa kambing hari-hari.

Bellaseha


Bangunan yang seakan-akan terbiar lagi usang yang menjadi background gambar si bellaseha ni adalah bangunan yang menempatkan pelbagai jenis burung. And you can buy some food and feed those hungry birds but we came empty hand at that time because we were afraid. We all were, bhahahaha. 



Senyum nebes sebab takut kena patuk dengan burung.

We spend lots of time kat bangunan usang burung ni sebab gila selfie nahh we love birds. 


We do love birds.

Really, we really love birds.

I did mentioned that we love birds, right?

Okay, fine. Now comes the exciting part. Kat bukit gambang safari park ni ada satu tempat yang mereka tempatkan binatang-binatang liar and we can see them real close. 'Eye to eye with the wild', remember? What I mean with 'real close' is we see them from inside the tram (Kau gila nak face to face binatang liar yang bebas berlegar-legar?)


Cute printed tram


Of all binatang liar macam harimau, hyena, singa yang kebanyakannya tidur terbongkang masa kita orang sampai, this animal gave us the super best fan service. 


Where's my food, human?


Thanks, ostrich. On our way to go back, Lea sempat tunggang binatang padang pasir yang lintas kat belakang kita orang ni. He's old and cute.


Ya habibi ya maulana~~


We all ended up tired from walking and laughing and all. Let me tell yah this place is huuuge. So my advice is prepare your physical and mental well before going. And  one more thing! Don't forget to bring your own mineral water and some snacks because the food there is quite pricey. Please come and visit it's worth it! 

Friday, May 15, 2015

Don't be sad, Allah knows.

Don't be sad.
Allah knows.

"This place is designed to break your heart."


Thursday, May 14, 2015

Another May Tragedy

Assalamualaikum. It's been a while isn't? My last entry was about how happy we were just after the final year project part I presentation. Yeah, I remember those happy time. 

I don't know since when but May is officially the toughest month of the year for me. It is supposed to be the exciting month, yeah maybe that's why it turns out to be the toughest. 

I never thought engineering course can be this cruel, so I just took it. Alhamdulillah I made it until senior year. Then the true game begins. No matter how messed up I was when finishing my final year project, the idea of I couldn't present my work to the panels never crossed my mind. Yeah, I couldn't make it to the final round. 

So it means that there's another one long~~~ semester is waiting for me. To be honest, I don't really care about becoming the 'budak extend' (trust me), even though I know how frustrating that title sounds to those who couldn't grad on time.

I don't feel sorry for myself. I feel sorry for my parents. I've let them down. 

2015, May 11. The day my heart broke into pieces.

But I will find a way. I will survive. 

It's not my rezeki, Allah says so.

It's not a punishment, it's a blessing.

Later on there will be something sweet out of this bitter experience.

Yes, I believe that.

And I believe Allah never wrong.


Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Hari Berakhirnya Seminar PSM 1

Assalamualaikum. Yup, 5 November 2014. Yup, presentation PSM 1. Yup, gila kau tak nebes but yup...Alhamdulillah it went well! Terima kasih, Ya Allah kerana mempermudahkan segalanya. Terima kasih para panels; Prof K, Sir A, Sir S, dan Puan Z kerana tidak mengganas ketika sesi Q&A. Seriuously bersyukur gila sebab semua panels sangat baik. They did asked questions but at the same time they also gave suggestions to us on how we can improve the quality of our project. Kamsahamnida muah!

Tangkap gambar masa orang lain tengah present. *Maafkan kekejian kami*

Apa lagi seha jomlah posing!

Kami Senior FKEE! =,,=

Tapi aku kesian gila kat member-member yang lain yang kena teruk dengan panel. Ada yang sampai nak menangis sebab down punya pasal. Panel tanya soalan pelik-pelik lepas tu ada yang siap cakap 'awak ni kena extend ni...' Allah, kalau aku kena aku pon down kot! T__T Be strong, kengkawan yang lain. Insyallah, ada jalan. If Allah brings us to it, Allah will bring us through it. Let's keep our faith,

Let's fighting together, okay? :)



Saturday, November 1, 2014

MOM

Suddenly..
I miss my mom.

Suddenly...
I feel bad for ever hurt her feelings.

Suddenly...
I feel bad for myself for not be good enough for her.



Dear Mom by Kamal Saleh